Daniel Perez Jr

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST ABBY

 

Wishing you a day filled with sunshine and surprises. My love for you is very special. My wish for you today is for your Daddy to pay you a visit in  a dream, that would be great. But, that's ok, wherever he is, he is watching over his favorite girls.

Danny is always in my heart, so he is never far away, right? There are days that I long for him and wished he was here. Abby, you know he would be with you if he could. I thank God for so many happy moments and memories of him I get to cherish....for now those memories make me cry because I wish he was here with his family, to keep on building more memories.

I go back to my daily routine and now tears roll down my cheeks, I cry and cry. How do people go on when half of their being is gone? A part of me left when Danny passed. I pray to the Lord to guide his girls through these moments. I do not want to end this on a sad note, because I know Danny is ok. I just miss him terribly, I am taking one day at a time and someday eventually I will be able to rememeber him without pain in my heart. I Love You.....

The light of God surrounds me;

The love of God enfolds me;

The power of God protects me;

The presence of God watches over me;

Wherever I am, God is.

"God is with you wherever you go."---Joshua 1:9

     Life is not always easy, but God is always with me to help me along the way.

     As an adult, I know that letting go of a child is never easy. I feel a tug on the vital connection that has kept us close. I feel it is the hardest thing I have ever done. But this I know:  God is always with us. My loved ones  and I will never go through anything without the love and comfort of our Creator.

 

The spirit of God is a vital connection between my loved ones and me.

 

Danny, You are my other half. Even though you are not with me, never a day goes by that you are not in my  heart and in my soul. I Love You, baby.

 

 

KEEPING YOUR MIND IN JESUS

"Finally , brothers, whatever is true,

whatever is noble, whatever is right,

whatever is pure, whatever is lovely,

whatever is admirable - - if anything is excellent or

praiseworthy - - think about such things."

Holy God, today Your enabling, I will drive out unhealthly

thoughts and replace them with Philippians 4:8

thoughts. Amen.

Holy Spirit, fill me; move through me;

intercede with the father for me;

open my ears and quiet my heart to hear You today.

Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.

Eternal rest grant unto them,

O Lord

Lord Jesus,

lovingly welcome into Your

presence my deceased family,

relatives and friends who have

completed their journey on this

earth, and have gone to their rest

in the hope of rejoicing

with You forever in heaven.

 

Source of all life and love,

in Your infinite mercy,

look favorably upon their goodness,

and forgive any sins they may have

committed, so they may enjoy

for all eternity the great rewards

You have promised to those who

believe in You. Amen.

                                                

                                                  PRAYER

    

     O GENTLEST Heart of Jesus, ever present in the Blessed Sacrament, ever consumed with burning love for the poor captive souls in Purgatory, have mercy on the soul of Thy departed servant.  Be not severe in Thy judgment but let some drops of Thy precious blood fall upon the devouring flames, and do Thou O merciful Saviour send Thy angels to conduct Thy departed servant to a place of refreshment, light and peace. Amen

     May the souls of all the faithful departed, through the mercy of God, rest in peace. Amen.

Heaven

No eye has seen,

no ear has heard,

and no mind has imagined

what God has prepared

for those who love Him.

Divine Mercy

Trust Him

Trust Him when dark doubts assail you,

Trust Him when your strength is small,

Trust Him when to simply trust Him

Seems the hardest thing of all.

Today we went to Laredo.(Dr. visit). It was a very long day. On our way back, I kept seeing all those cars going by. What was it that I kept looking for? It was you, Danny. I kept looking at all the cars and trucks that went by. Hoping to see someone, anyone that resembled you. Especially the drivers with caps on. But I never did. I keep looking for you. Everywhere I go. I just want to see you one more time. Hear your voice again for one last time. How I  wish you could come to me in my dreams. But you don't. I miss you so much. I pray day and night for you. I need you. Please, God, let me see him one more time......... even if it's just in my dreams for one last time....

"To Our Lady"

Lovely Lady dressed in Blue,

Teach me how to pray!

God was just your little Boy,

Tell me what to say!

Did you lift Him up, sometimes,

Gently, on your knee?

Did you sing to Him the way

Mother does to me?

Did you hold his hand at night?

Did you ever try

Telling stories of the world?

O' and he cry?

Do you really think He cares

If I tell Him things,

Little things that happen?

And do the Angels' wings

Make a noise? And can He hear

Me if I speak low?

Does He understand me now?

Tell me, for you know

Lovel Lady dressed in blue,

Teach me how to pray!

God was just your little Boy,

An you know the way.

Rigtheousness goes before him and prepares the way for his steps.

Righteous God, strenghten me, one step at a time, to face the old precious memories and to create wonderful new ones. Amen.

Sorry, I never told you, all I wanted to say.
Now it's too late to hold you. '
Cause you've flown away, so far away.

Never, Had I imagined, yeah, living without your smile.
Feelin' and knowing you hear me.
It keeps me alive.

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way,
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

Picture a little scene from Heaven.

Darling, I never showed you.
Assumed you'd always be there.
I took your presence for granted.
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared.

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven.
Like so many friends we've lost along the way.
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

Picture a little scene from Heaven.

Although, the sun will never shine the same, I'll
always look to a brighter day.

Yeah, Lord, I know, when I lay me down to sleep,
You'll always listen, as I pray!

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way,
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way,
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

Sorry, I Never told you, all I wanted to say

I will never say goodbye to you my Father
cause I know this is not the end for us to see each other.
You will only be going to a place where there’s no pain nor suffering.
I am happy for you, for you will be with God.
For now we need to go in separate ways.
I remember how your arms hold me and give me strength.
You were always there to listen, love, and defend me in everything.
You were my very best friend.
In my triumphs you were always proud.
I’m very grateful and proud to call you MY DAD.
Here deep inside my heart you’ll always be.
I would give up everything I have just to hug you one more time.
I remember the last time I hold you’re hand and how you looked at me in the eyes.
If only I could turn back the time I would have never let you go.
I felt the world stops and my heart stop beating when they told me you’re gone…….
How I wish I was only dreaming.
Just like the rain; tears fell down from my eyes, I couldn’t speak for a while.
Thank you Dad….
For always understanding, listening , caring, and loving me for the rest of your life.
The greatest gift God gave me was YOU…….. my Dad…
It’s difficult to let you go but I must…
I must return the gift God gave me…
Till then;
See you in Heaven………